Getting Over You

Like a withdrawal from drugs
Getting over you is not easy
Sleepless nights
And craving for your presence
Everytime I see lovers on the lane
I wish you're with me
Enjoying the walks with the breeze blowing
Or under one umbrella when its raining
The long drives and the overnights
While watching movies until the morning

Still missing you...
but my heart needs to get over you...

Missing You, Sweetheart

Watching TV yet seems to see nothing
Listening to songs yet I can't understand
Editing and rewriting pages of documents
Reading words yet I can't comprehend
Yet still wishing you're here, instead.

It's been days, the longest time we've been apart..
I am missing you more as each day passes by
My heart longs for you, sweetheart..
More than any words can't express
Yet too afraid to ask if you do miss me, too...

I am missing our lunches "together", they're no more
The "good nights", and "i love you's" when
waking up in the morning
The calls and hearing your sleepy voice
And the random messages throughout the day

The passionate kisses we so often share
The way you make love to me
As our body and mind and soul unite
And you whispering "I love you.... Dito ka na lang mahal..."
And words and actions, everything in between...

Never Be The Same by Jessica Mauboy

The lyrics below somehow express how I've been feeling these days...

Let me tell you about a girl that I used to be,

Same name same face but a different me,

She didn't know what she was thinking,

Didn't know her world was sinking.

Had her dreams written on a paper in her hand,

Held on tight but she didn't understand,

The love and heart that she's replacing,

All the past that she's erasing

We all get lost sometimes 
and we forget who we are 
and we forget who we are

Somewhere along the way, 
we're all running in a crazy race,

Never thinking about the hearts we break,

And as our hope starts fading away 
Things are never gonna be the same,

'Cause when you're standing there all alone,

Losing everything you've ever known,

You're staring at a different face 
Things are never gonna be the same,

I wish that I could share a different point of view,

But the words coming out wouldn't speak the truth,

You wouldn't know what I was really thinking,

And I'd return to the girl, who's sinking

Sinking down to the world that awaits below,

And I don't want to be there anymore,

Don't wanna be there anymore,
No...

And we all get lost sometimes 
and we forget who we are 
and we forget who we are

Somewhere along the way, we're all running in a crazy race,

Never thinking about the hearts we break,

And as our hope starts fading away 
Things are never gonna be the same,

'Cause when you're standing there all alone,

Losing everything you've ever known,

You're staring at a different face 
Things are never gonna be the same,

The more you win, the more you want,

It never ends, it never stops,

Oh it's never enough,

Oh, the more you win, the more you want,

It never ends, it never stops,

Oh it's never enough,

Ohhhh

We're all running in a crazy race,

Never thinking about the hearts we break,

And as our hope starts fading away 
Things are never gonna be the same,

'Cause when you're standing there all alone,

Losing everything you've ever known,

You're staring at a different face 
Things are never gonna be the same,

Things are never gonna be the same,

Things are never gonna be the same,

When you're standing there all alone,

Losing everything you've ever known,

You're staring at a different face 
Things are never gonna be the same,

Things are never gonna be the same,

Never gonna be the same.

Feeling Lost...

Papers everywhere, piles of reports to finish
Been staring at the monitor for hours
Yet the document remains as white

Looking at the train of words,
Expecting little fingers to have a mind of their own
Yet they stayed in the same position at the keyboard
Ready yet not ready, like a robot ready to receive command

But how can the mind command, if the mind is feeling lost...
Been trying to stay strong, stay positive for days..
But like a candle that's burning
It's now getting smaller and smaller...

Once and for all...
Stop the tears from falling...
And stop feeling hurt..
Wishing this foolish heart would just stop beating..
And stop feeling lost...

How Do I Start Healing Myself?

How can I start letting go of you?
When all I want is to be with you  always

How do I pick-up and be myself again
When time and time again, you break me into pieces
Like a trash, you keep throwing away

Where can I find the strength to start healing myself?
When I know that forcing myself to unloved you is the only way.

Independence Day

The first day I woke up with you at my side
Eyes closed, sleeping peacefully
Yet holding me close
Not letting me go


Independence day
And the night before that
The night when we first had each other
And the feeling was so right

Independence Day
A day to remember
Another day to celebrate
Among the many days