Never Be The Same by Jessica Mauboy

The lyrics below somehow express how I've been feeling these days...

Let me tell you about a girl that I used to be,

Same name same face but a different me,

She didn't know what she was thinking,

Didn't know her world was sinking.

Had her dreams written on a paper in her hand,

Held on tight but she didn't understand,

The love and heart that she's replacing,

All the past that she's erasing

We all get lost sometimes 
and we forget who we are 
and we forget who we are

Somewhere along the way, 
we're all running in a crazy race,

Never thinking about the hearts we break,

And as our hope starts fading away 
Things are never gonna be the same,

'Cause when you're standing there all alone,

Losing everything you've ever known,

You're staring at a different face 
Things are never gonna be the same,

I wish that I could share a different point of view,

But the words coming out wouldn't speak the truth,

You wouldn't know what I was really thinking,

And I'd return to the girl, who's sinking

Sinking down to the world that awaits below,

And I don't want to be there anymore,

Don't wanna be there anymore,
No...

And we all get lost sometimes 
and we forget who we are 
and we forget who we are

Somewhere along the way, we're all running in a crazy race,

Never thinking about the hearts we break,

And as our hope starts fading away 
Things are never gonna be the same,

'Cause when you're standing there all alone,

Losing everything you've ever known,

You're staring at a different face 
Things are never gonna be the same,

The more you win, the more you want,

It never ends, it never stops,

Oh it's never enough,

Oh, the more you win, the more you want,

It never ends, it never stops,

Oh it's never enough,

Ohhhh

We're all running in a crazy race,

Never thinking about the hearts we break,

And as our hope starts fading away 
Things are never gonna be the same,

'Cause when you're standing there all alone,

Losing everything you've ever known,

You're staring at a different face 
Things are never gonna be the same,

Things are never gonna be the same,

Things are never gonna be the same,

When you're standing there all alone,

Losing everything you've ever known,

You're staring at a different face 
Things are never gonna be the same,

Things are never gonna be the same,

Never gonna be the same.

Feeling Lost...

Papers everywhere, piles of reports to finish
Been staring at the monitor for hours
Yet the document remains as white

Looking at the train of words,
Expecting little fingers to have a mind of their own
Yet they stayed in the same position at the keyboard
Ready yet not ready, like a robot ready to receive command

But how can the mind command, if the mind is feeling lost...
Been trying to stay strong, stay positive for days..
But like a candle that's burning
It's now getting smaller and smaller...

Once and for all...
Stop the tears from falling...
And stop feeling hurt..
Wishing this foolish heart would just stop beating..
And stop feeling lost...