Express Yourself

How do you express yourself when you miss the one you love? A message, a call, a visit maybe. What if there's no way you can let her know how much you miss her at that instant, like right now? Don't you feel restless if you can't express, one way or another, how much you miss that person? What would you do?

• Immerse yourself in that pile of papers on your table
• Watch TV or movies until you fall asleep with the TV on
• Go (window) shopping until you're too tired to think of her
• Eat till you're more than full just so you have something to do aside from thinking of her
• Clean every corner of the house
• Sleep till you can't sleep anymore
• Hang-out with friends and maybe get drunk
• If you are an artist then drawing might help (not good for me:)
• Play PSP or online games
• and more

What if you've done the above things but you still miss her?

What will I do now, love, cause I miss you too much...
I can't wait to see you again.

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Thank You For Loving Me

Have I thanked you enough for everything that you've brought into my life? For the good and the bad, I can't thank you enough. Our relationship is not an ideal one but I am glad you are there, as a lover and as a friend. If I will be the one to choose (if I can't then I will make it happen), I'd keep you forever in my life, by my side.

Thank you for the love you sent my way, the smiles, kisses and embraces, the arguments we had (although you'd rather give up than argue:) ), the subtle hints of being jealous or wanting to be with me, and wanting me to be a better person than I am now (I'll try, no promises though).

Thank you for coming into my life and bringing new memories and experiences that we'll both remember for a lifetime...

Thank you for loving me...

So In Love

I should be happy to read your note that you still care for me. In fact, I am really happy. I am happy you found time to get in touch again like before. More than happy to open my eyes and read your morning greetings like nothing has happened.

I wished that the morning stayed and I could just lie there in bed reading your messages. It was so cold last night that I wish someone is beside me and that someone be you. I miss you smile and whisper "I love you" with your sleepy eyes when you wake up.

I miss you, love, more than ever.

Celebration of Love and Friendship

I believe that when you are attracted with someone and the feeling is mutual, why waste precious time in thinking whether you would be happy in the end or not. If you like him/her then say so. Isn't what the present promises that counts? Otherwise, don't let the other party hang-on to an imaginary relationship just to have a company.

That's how I felt when I said "I love you, too". Today, it's another monthstone (milestone :)) (?) for us. It's a question mark because your answers and/or silence seem to be full of question marks. Our right minds tell us to do another thing but our left minds (hehehe) disagree together with my/our heart/s. Otherwise, we've truly went separate ways. There's already an imbalance. :) That's for me, not so sure how you are feeling today. Do we still remember and celebrate this date? Do lovers-turned-to-friends celebrate/remember the day they fell in love? Or the day they became friends? :D Or will this day be just a part of our beautiful (and painful) memories?...