Today, Let Me Love You As Much As I Can

There were many times, we should have just let it end
'Coz anyone who is on his right mind will say so.
One day, one may even say, "You should have set me free before."

But, should we?

Call it love, selfishness, insanity, or whatever.
I only recognize what I feel right now, what I feel when I am with you. We're both happy
Otherwise, it would have been just a history now even if I wished for us to stay.

Should I worry about what may come tomorrow?
I should not. And, I would not.
Why?

Because I am not sure if I'd still be as happy tomorrow as I am now.
Because I may not go through the same path of emotions as when I am with you.
Because no matter what I do, I can never go back to yesterday if in case I have regrets tomorrow.
Because I am not sure if I'd still wake up tomorrow morning.

All I can do is to live for today. Deal only with what is there today.
Shed a tear sometimes, be lonely once in awhile, smile and laugh often
Love, I just want to love you as much as I can.

Today.

For there is so much reason to be happy for today
Than to worry about tomorrow.
Just for today, let me love you as much as I can.

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Wish I Am The One

Wish I am the one who is at your side every night
The one you'd rather not leave,
The one you'd choose to love
and live with for the rest of your life.

Wish I can give everything your heart desires
The one who holds the key to your heart
That you'll search no more for no one
That I may be the only one

Wish I can just take you away
And hide you from the rest of the world
Yet, by then, I would be more heartbroken
To lose you when we part.

Wish I can tell my mind to stop thinking of you
and tell my heart to stop beating
that it may stop longing for you
even just for awhile

No matter how I try
I can't seem to let go
Of that image that has captured my heart
And keeps it beating so fast

Should I let you stay, just an arm-length away?
Be happy with borrowed moments?
Stop hoping, wishing, dreaming that
will never be together for the rest of our lives?

I don't really know what should be the right answer
'Coz there are words that can't be spoken freely
It can only be felt by the heart
... wish my heart is not mistaken...

Can you then please take care of my heart, love
Even just from time to time
Nurture it with love
'Cause a heart has it's own life...

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