12 September 2012

Till Then, My Love

Sort of,
having that feeling of missing you
and uttering the words
or simply writing them out
is the only way to lighten it
though not totally eliminating the longing...
just making it more bearable
till you hold me in your arms again...
and your lips touches mine...

22 July 2012

Cold, Rainy Night and Missing You

It's cold. It's already late and soon, it will be morning
My senses are all still wide awake though I will them to sleep
It's the cold wind blowing from the open window
That makes me miss you more
The warmth of your body next to mine


Your hugs that warm my frail body
As if protecting me from the cold

It's been raining for days now,
The rain that never fails to give me reason
To remember and miss you for its every drop
As memories of us together increases
So as the memories of us under the rain


I am missing you sweetheart
More than I can say, more than I can show
And the more I miss you
The harder is the rain outside...

13 February 2012

What To Do

It's late yet can't fall asleep...
Her caring and loving ways
I keep on missing that person who I fell in love with..

02 January 2012

Emptiness

It's been days, I lost count
Finally, I chose to stay in solitude
Amidst the joyous celebration of the world
I seek to feel emptiness
And not to feel anything at all

I need to keep my sanity
Stronger than before, like it's always been
The uncontrollable thoughts that's been lurking
I need more time, count a thousand times more
So as not to feel regrets after

Wish I can just lie for hours
With you by my side
Be warmed and comforted in the safety of your arms
Yet, even these thoughts are not comforting
'Coz even though the heart longs so much for these
The mind contradicts and rationalize

Your smiles are not for me
Your arms warm and comfort someone else
Your lips are not mine to kiss
Your love is not mine alone
It's breaking my heart into pieces

Emptiness
I need to feel that emptiness
Renew strength to keep smiling, hoping
That tomorrow, it will be different
That I'll be the only one
And uncertainties all gone..

Or that I'll find the strength
To let go...



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