Morning Thoughts

As I woke up, my thoughts were of you

If we're together right now, will I still miss you this much?
Will the loving feelings,
the yearning at no particular time of the day,
the feeling to be kissed and hugged continue
and last long for years until our last breath?

I closed my eyes again,
wanted to go back to sleep so as not to think of you
and stop wishing for you to be here by my side...
Wish I can kiss your soft lips right now...
And feel your warm body next to mine...

Missing you badly, my love..

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Some Hugs, Please

My friend, my love
It's that time
When I really want you beside me
Eyes closed, in silence warmed by you
A hug will do a great difference...

Wish a genie will appear
Or that time will fly fast
To decades ahead of us
Or that I have the power to change
The course of time to decades before us

Some hugs please, love?
Hm... that feels comforting
Even in silence of disturb thoughts
With you around, I know
I won't be alone


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i hate missing you

... and i do miss you right now
and i hate this feeling
coz everything's not so right

won't you miss me as much,
or more my sweetheart?..

hope, it will be soon...
coz days without your presence, my love
are without life...

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Sunny Afternoon

A lazy afternoon and my thoughts drift to you
Like the day without clouds
I still hear you giggling like a child
As we laugh at the naughtiness in the air

Like always, I am missing you
When happy thoughts are here like today
Or when lonely thoughts are there like some other times
For every moment, wishing I could share them with you

But more than that, I long for you
To share more of yourself with me
Not only during sunny days or rainy days
But for every second of every day

Be a complete part of each other
Intertwined and in harmony
Like the sunny afternoon
That is today, my love.

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Over A Cup of Coffee

Over a cup of coffee, and it's late
While trying to compose my disarrayed thoughts
I can't help but think of you often
Then my fingers, like they have a mind of their own
Travel to where that thing that connects us
Waiting for your call...

It's been only days, love...
Yet, it seems like a year since the last time
So near yet so far
That's what we always are

Missing you so badly, my love
And every day that passes by
Seems like forever
I've consumed my cups of instant coffee
Yet, my thoughts are still of you...

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Missing You Sweetheart

We're together just awhile ago
Yet I am missing you so much already
In fact, I miss you even when we're together
I miss counting your heartbeat
And listening to your soft breathing while you're asleep
And the once in awhile movement of your arms
If only I can make time stand still then I would
So the minutes can become for lifetime
Being warmed by your body
And held so close in your loving arms

I miss you my love and I always do...


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I Love You, Sweetheart

I love you means that I accept you for the person that you are and that I do not wish to change you into someone else.

'I love you' means that I do not expect perfection from you just as you do not expect it from me.

'I love you' means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times.

'I love you' means loving you when you're in a bad mood or too tired to do things I want to do.

'I love you' means that I can be a friend you can always rely on, to listen when you need to talk.

'I love you' means loving you when you're down not just when you're fun to be with

'I love you' means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them - asking in return only that you do not judge me for mine.

'I love you' means being the person who'll tell you when you're at fault yet still be there for you.

'I love you' means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love you enough not to let go.

'I love you' means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you constantly, and hoping that you feel the same way for me.

I love you, sweetheart, more and more each day...

Wish I Could

The wounds are healing fast but I am not sure if the scars will vanish in time. Wish I could tell you right now I feel sore all over but then that would be spoiling your long awaited vacation worrying over me. That's not lying, right, my love? I could have called you as soon as it happened but then you might have gone looking for me, would you?... I even had second thoughts if I should tell you about what happened or just let it go until you come back. But then you called.

One day, I'll be able to tell you in detail what really happened including what was I thinking at that moment. Then, you might say I am foolish, I should have thought of myself first. I should have but I didn't. There's too much to think about to add another complication to an already complicated matter.

I wish matters of the heart can be solved as easily as taking a prescriptive medicine...

Missing you and loving you so much...


"It's better to lose your pride with someone you love rather than lose that someone you love with your useless pride..."

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Raining Again

Waken up by the sound of the heavy rain, my first thoughts was of you. I remember the warmth of your body as I hold you tight. I can still feel your warm hands holding my face. Though the sounds of the vehicles were too noisy, I can only hear my heartbeat and your voice as you continued speaking. Can we just embrace each other without uttering a single word? My heart has overpowered my mind again. Is there a heart and a mind for rent or for sale like in the "Repo Men" movie? 'Cause that's the only way right now I can stop my heart and mind from longing for your presence...

It's been hours and it is still raining. Aside from my notebook, I am glad for the company it provides. Somehow, it seems you're near even just in thoughts. It will soon be morning. What's ahead is unknown. Will it rain or will it be a sunny day? Human emotions are too complicated, always a gamble, unlike the weather that can be predicted. Yet, I know I will still be loving you through the end of each day and the next day after...

I love you, sweetheart...

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Breathe You

Feels like the first time
It seems like the last
Here in the night time
Lost in one long caress

When I feel you beside me
And your eyes are locked into mine eye to eye
When you say that you love me
You're driving me out of my mind

Just to breathe you
Just to have you near
Here beside me
There's nothing I wouldn't do

Just to hold you
Just to know you're there
When you hold me
Can you feel the beating of my heart
Here beside you, underneath the stars
I breathe you

Gonna hold on to this moment
For as long as I could
For it never comes as often as I'd want it to
Once again feeling of disbelievin, swept away,
Wanna linger and savour, forever as long as it takes

Just to breathe you
Just to have you near
Here beside me
There's nothing I wouldn't do

Just to hold you
Just to have you near
When you hold me
Can you feel the beating of my heart?
Here beside you, underneath the stars
I breathe you

Cause you are my life
And you are my soul
You are all that ever means to me
The only thing I ever need to do
Is to breathe you

Just to breathe you
Just to have you near
Here beside me
There's nothing I wouldn't do... ohhhh

Just to hold you
Just to know you're there
When you hold me
Can you feel the beating of my heart?
Here beside you, underneath the stars
I breathe you

Breathe you


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Wanted: No Vacancy

Things and events happen for a reason and accept it or not, good or bad, these allow us to know each other better, don't you think so, my love? We've seen each other's side that no else has seen. In time, hope we can talk about everything and anything else under the sun without getting into each other's sensitive nerves. That, it will just be a part of an open relationship, not ideal for some but could be perfect for us.

Have you found that person, love? That person whom you could be truly honest, no secrets kept? That person to whom you can be transparent that you'll be too vulnerable, no pride, no pretensions yet you are not lost because you know that whatever happens, she'll /he'll stay, just a word away, and ready to hold your hands? That person can only be just a friend, a lover, a companion, a confidant or can it be just one special person rolled into one?

You've been that person to me ever since you came into my life. Can you please stay to be that special person, my love?

I love you so much and missing you so badly...


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Loving You Each Day

Been awake for hours, listening to the silence. Waiting for the light to come out, I lie still careful not to break the silence. Like always, thoughts drift to you, my love... Ahhhh.... I miss you so much, sweetheart... The dawn allows me to be with you without disturbance even just in thoughts. I hold my breath, careful not to let the long sigh break the silence... I miss your arms around me while you are asleep. It provides me comfort and security you could never imagine. I wish to be in your arms for lifetime, loved and protected by you. .. I miss the not-so-often morning kisses we've shared. I always wish that the night will stay forever and morning will not come... But wish as hard as we want, morning comes. It's another day to live, hoping for a better today. With each morning of waking up, I love you more and more...

I miss you sincerely, my love, my special friend...


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Morning Thoughts

As I open my eyes, I think of my love
Is she awake?
Did she have a good night sleep?
Has thoughts for me crossed her mind?

Then, I sigh...
For I terribly miss her
And every waking moment
Without her by my side seems forever
The minutes are just too long
Till the next time I see my love again...


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Over Lunch, Missing My Sweetheart

Missing you over lunch, my love
Missing the ringing of the phone
Missing the few minutes of hearing
your sweet, sleepy voice over the line
Missing the messages
The "I love you"s and "I miss you"s
Missing that sweet smile of yours
Missing everything about you
Over lunch, missing my sweetheart

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Alone, Again

Alone, again just like the many times
With nobody to turn or talk to
It's been days, I've waited for days
Just to be able to talk to you

Tears, I can't stop them again from falling
I miss you, love
More than you'll ever know
I love you
More than you can imagine

I wish I can do more than say the words
I'll wait...

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Happy Anniversary, Sweetheart

Thanks for saying "I love you" almost every day
Thanks for giving me a reason to smile everyday
Thanks for the assurance that I am the one you love
Thanks for the many times we've been together
Thanks for the passionate kisses we've shared
Thanks for the warm and tight embraces
Thanks for offering to exchange vows with me
Thanks for the not-so-good memories, talks, words, actions which just shows life and love is not at all a bed of roses but these make us stronger
Thanks for coming into my life
Thanks for allowing me to share a part of my life with you
Thanks for sharing a part of your life with me
Thanks for not only being my love for the last 2 years
But a friend as well, someone I can talk, laugh and share with
my frustrations, ambitions, small everyday happenings
Thank you for loving me, sweetheart

Happy anniversary, love...
Looking forward to more anniversaries for us to celebrate together
I love you so much...

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In Counting

Counting the days, I miss more my love
Thoughts of solutions to ease the longing
Are farfetched from comforting
If only I could just kiss her sweet lips
For a full minute or more
And feel her arms encircling my whole body
Like she won't let me go
Breathing, I wish to feel her warm, deep breathe
Then, I'd feel more comfortable

Counting the seconds, the minutes, and the days of the week
I do miss my love so, so much more...


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If Only Photographs

If only photographs could kill
Then I would have died a hundred times
If only photographs could say the words
Then I would have nothing to say now
If only photographs could drive me away
Then I would nowhere be found
If only photographs are stones
Then my dreamworld could have shattered into pieces

I'd like to believe so much in your words,
In your love and affection,
But you're not helping me, my love
It is a pathetic feeling
But what can I do?
I love you so much
Can we live in our dreamworld?
Those photographs remind of the reality
And, I do not want to see them, now or ever...


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Missing You

In the midst of, even, a busy day,
I can't help but let you know
I do miss you, very much...
Lots and lots and lots :)

If only I can be with you
Every seconds of the day
Then, life would be perfect

But even if life is not as perfect as we want it to be
Know that you're a part of my everyday
I love you so much...

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Missing You

It's a gloomy morning
With small drops of rain
Words are racing on my mind
As sun tries its best to shine
But the clouds keep it hidden
Though a smile is pasted on the lips
Deep inside, I am missing
The one that could brighten me
All throughout the day


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Early Morning Mist

Restless sleep, I woke up early
I miss the warmth of your body
And the way you hold me tight
As your kisses kept me on fire

I went out though it is still dark
To feel the early morning mist
Embracing myself, I viewed the surroundings
There is peace and quiet

For a few minutes, I close my eyes
Resting my spirit
I still feel emptiness
You're not here by my side

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