Wish I Could

The wounds are healing fast but I am not sure if the scars will vanish in time. Wish I could tell you right now I feel sore all over but then that would be spoiling your long awaited vacation worrying over me. That's not lying, right, my love? I could have called you as soon as it happened but then you might have gone looking for me, would you?... I even had second thoughts if I should tell you about what happened or just let it go until you come back. But then you called.

One day, I'll be able to tell you in detail what really happened including what was I thinking at that moment. Then, you might say I am foolish, I should have thought of myself first. I should have but I didn't. There's too much to think about to add another complication to an already complicated matter.

I wish matters of the heart can be solved as easily as taking a prescriptive medicine...

Missing you and loving you so much...


"It's better to lose your pride with someone you love rather than lose that someone you love with your useless pride..."

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